1. |
One (feat. PRNCE)
02:12
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[Verse 1: Thatguyjamari]
When it's all said & done, I'm tryna be #1
The greatest under the sun while I'm still doing it for fun
Yes, you heard me the greatest, the latest that'll be better than the rest
I confess, I'm high off that confidence, it kicked in right for this song, a coincidence
But in a sense I've lost my innocence
At some point we all do and some turn to wickedness, becoming villainous, that's the last thing I need to succeed in this dark game, but we ain't the same
Cut from a different cloth cuz y'all aint ready for the fame, y'all aint ready for a name
You're phonies, never even owned a trophy weak in both knees, ignorance is a disease
But to those who doubt these words pick up the mic, we'll fight with liquid swords over these awards, so come prepared don't be scared, this for the glory, it might get gorey but that's a different story
[Verse 2: PRNCE]
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2. |
Runnin
02:31
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i can't find the paper with the lyrics lol
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3. |
flowers
04:03
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And 1 2 3 go
(Flowers) Aren't gonna solve anything, you already did the verbal damage like a bumblebee it left a mighty sting and destroyed any prospect of a wedding ring
(Flowers) May as well give em to the dead cause I ain't got a use for em, especially if they're an apology from you, can't ever ever ever forgive you, basically
(Flowers) Are pretty useless in my eyes, it'll take a little something to prove it otherwise, a tiny miracle, a small belief in the spiritual, maybe what if
(Flowers) Bloomed in a dark room, maybe then I'd put hope in your hopeless attempts to win me back
Maybe I'll dislodge the knife you put in my back
Unless you're petty enough to make me keep a blade drenched in my own blood, cause you're desensitized to the emotions that would pour from the same wound from which I bleed
Kinda sucks, when I thought this could've been the only one I needed
But alas I wrong
It's the same old song at this point, when I'm winning in the end I always lose
It's every single time cause life's not the one to pick and chose any of the
(Flowers) Aren't gonna solve anything, you already did the verbal damage like a bumblebee it left a mighty sting and destroyed any prospect of a wedding ring
(Flowers) May as well give em to the dead cause I ain't got a use for em, especially if they're an apology from you, can't ever ever ever forgive you, basically
(Flowers) Are pretty useless in my eyes, it'll take a little something to prove it otherwise, a tiny miracle, a small belief in the spiritual, maybe what if
(Flowers) Could really solve any of the problems in life?
Maybe then I can operate peacefully, step out the usual line of light to go and see more
(Flowers) That I might consider picking up and giving to someone that'll treat them well
I don't want them to look like they were locked in a one dog cell
And starved for a week like you did my (Flowers)
I wouldn't wish that on the worst guy
How bad that sounds is something I can only imply
I can give you the details over some new and freshly picked (Flowers)
I'll keep it brief cause I know how busy we all can be
And I understand we have things to do and places to see
You're curious and I know how much you love the (Flowers)
From the summer of 2019 where it all started
When my happiness and I chose to be parted
Almost gave it all up when I lost my heart and my confidence once you stuck the knife in drawing out the blood
Could've finger painted my demise with every bloody detail
Was ready for the devil's letter in the mail
That's why you can never be forgiven ms. anonymous
Cause you destroyed the one thing I actually had going and prolly had it all planned out from the start, just my hypothesis
And maybe it's a shot in the dark with a blindfold on but you miss every shot you don't take man, cmon
(Flowers) Aren't gonna solve anything, you already did the verbal damage like a bumblebee it left a mighty sting and destroyed any prospect of a wedding ring
(Flowers) May as well give em to the dead cause I ain't got a use for em, especially if they're an apology from you, can't ever ever ever forgive you, basically
(Flowers) Are pretty useless in my eyes, it'll take a little something to prove it otherwise, a tiny miracle, a small belief in the spiritual, maybe what if
(Flowers) Could really solve any of the problems in life?
Maybe then I can operate peacefully, step out the usual line of light to go and see more
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4. |
Kings (feat. PRNCE)
02:12
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[Verse 1: Thatguyjamari]
I'm back with my man PRNCE and we two kings in the same territory
So this competition is nothing less than mandatory
Always looking for one ups like I'm starin up a staircase
Cause it's by any means I don't end up in last place
So imma strike suddenly like ghost did on Time Face
Hit you with more points available on a mace
I got an album in the works it'll be my best to date
Just give it some time and I'll have it on your plate
Can't be droppin all my stuff right out of the gate
Now with my man PRNCE, I could do no wrong
Every time we hop on wax it ends as a golden song
This music business was destined to us all along
When we set it all up we gon be comin out out strong
Anybody in the way and we gon rip you like a bong
And now my time is up, so to whoever it concerns or decides to engage
You not even a producer you just a twitter page, yeah
[Verse 2: PRNCE]
you strike first, we fight back,
no hooks, just uppercuts and slight jabs,
enough to get you riled up, lettin light pass,
see you was gettin gassed up, it got light fast,
we be seein through the fog,
it’s gold in the ear but you been hearin us wrong,
can’t slide through the kingdom without hearin the song,
it always be on,
two kings bring dreams while the sirens alarm ya,
feel the sweat drippin while we crawlin up on ya,
the dawn is upon ya,
double entendres as easy as that,
told jam i got his back,
it’s tha soul to the heart,
can’t tear us apart,
we rip you in half,
see the commas and laugh,
like, this was neva ya destiny you just pressed to see,
a young black king doin betta things
respectfully, watch ya mouf when you step to the gawds,
you only seen half of what’s comin thus far
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5. |
C & A
01:17
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This one for the OGs, imma call them C & A
Cause seeing where they at, the spot I'm in is not where imma stay
And imma let them know that I got stuff to say
Gotta let them know that I'm not here to play
Gotta let em know I'm catching catchin bodies on em any day and anyway
I'm all for that friendly competition
Cause it leads to healthy growth and wealthy premonition
So best believe I'm always stocked with some ammunition
Raining down bullets so I can push em to the best
So that one day we gon be dressin for success
And our crew will flat out be better than the rest
Cause this is black business, imma rep it loud and proud
We holdin so much talent that our floor is in the clouds
Soon enough our work is gonna be so profound that opposition will sit and question whether it's allowed
But I digress, cause that's just too much for y'all to digest
So back to C & A, these the homies when it matters
And this music stuff will be just beyond being chatters
Cause these the ones to help me find the spark
They the ones that shined the light in my dark
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6. |
Serotonin!
01:30
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I bow my head to pray for a day I'm happy again
I hope he's listening cause this the one time I ain't confessing a sin
During our couple of moments
Usually I get told not to lose my focus, and while 3/10 times it makes any sort of impact
I leave the conversation knowing I'm not mentally in tact
While part of me is thinking "boohoo, you letting the smallest things get to you" the only optimism is saying there's better days, just wait and see
Every step I take forward I trip and fall further back
And at this point the light at the end has faded to black
Normally the protagonist finds a way to get back on track
In this story, however, the problems continue to stack
I only talk about this when I visit the man upstairs
Cause who wants this negativity following them around?
That's the purpose of the veil, to suppress it while I'm with others
It's gotten to a point where we've become brothers from other mothers
To be fair, I'm a pretty negative person, and what goes around comes around
I just didn't think when it came back it'd be so profound
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7. |
Seventeen
02:42
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[Verse 1]
I look back ten years ago like it was yesterday
Sitting in my sleeping bag, man those were better days
Arrived in the sunshine state where I ain't know the ways
Like being on the football team without knowing the plays
But I really didn't care, why was I supposed to worry?
It's not like I was tryna make it somewhere in a hurry
It was just me and this slanted palm tree in the backyard
I told him all my dreams for the future that he'd guard
Cause early on my plan was to be a sports star
First it was the pig skin, then it was the rock
I was pretty good with the rock but piggy didn't go to far
So that hog became bacon and my first self esteem knock
While I found some promise on the courtside
My shots from the corner changing whole tides
A clearer vision started showing in my eyes
It was the magic of the pen and the power of the paper
Where my best abilities start to truly apply
It was at that point in 2018 I became a real creator
Made my first song about a friend's bond starting to taper
We don't talk anymore but he's the reason imma rapper
So shoutouts to him for letting me find my real passion
Even if we've lost any types of our compassion
These your dedicated bars
[Verse 2]
Talking in the present tense, past my point of innocence
I made it through another year and gained a little confidence
I faked it till I made it and nobody really questioned
Means the veil was really working how I planned
Cause the only way I show my pain is over instrumentals
That's where the relief becomes incidental
But I don't wanna spend the day dwelling on mistakes
Because today it's the time to celebrate with cakes
Since I lived another year with very little scrapes
[Verse 3]
I wanna say thanks to the people I appreciate
Without y'all I wouldn't get to remediate
So first and foremost shoutouts to mom and dad
Even if we don't see eye to eye y'all the best help I've had
Wouldn't be the same without y'all cause you really helped me stand tall
Even while dad was out the city, y'all been my main support since leaving Mississippi
And I wanna say thanks to the best friend I truly had
Ever since 2017 we been on the same team
Through the ups and downs even when we where mad
We made it all the way to 2021 after blowing off steam
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8. |
Currents (Freestyle)
01:22
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I know I got something to say, even if I don't make it everything is gonna be okay
Cause I got a message and you know imma let it fly
So that leads me to a question that's about a certain Guy
Since you think that you Lupe you made a whole Fiasco
Bloodied up the whole entire scene, now how did that go?
Lemme stop cause I know imma be the one to come out on top
Might as well go ahead and get an honorary mop
Don't even get the twitter fingers ready go ahead and stop
With this out the way I gotta get some weight off my back
Cause I really thought I could keep my spirits high at 17
One night alone with my thoughts, can't even let go of the demons of my past
But I guess it helps knowing time is going by fast
Still remember New Years like it was Halloween
I could never tell you what happened in between
Yet everyday I'm feeling like time is dragging on
Maybe it's because of the monotonous routine
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9. |
Weatherman
01:30
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It's the weatherman reporting live from the gutter
And I'm here to let you know to make sure you have another person you can tell the secrets of the world
Cause if you keep em all inside you'll end up with yo eyes twisted
Yeah, weatherman reporting here first with a new forecast of absolute uncertainty
I wish I knew the future like a simpson
All I know for sure is I'm on a self made mission to keep improving for the future and leaving behind the past
So when I'm where I wanna be I can have a blast
But do take note of all those unknown circumstances
Since it's well known once they show up you don't get second chances
And most the time the ones that aren't so lucky go where the devil dances
It's the weatherman thanking you for tuning into the show
Hopefully you've built a little more on what you already know
Hopefully you use this advice to arrive at where you're tryna go
Hopefully you and everyone around you can succeed
Hopefully you're careful about everything you read
So god bless and goodnight
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10. |
How's Your Day?
03:02
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[Verse 1]
Struggling to hide problems I can't put a name on
Coming home every day with the same song
Getting to the point where it might as well be a sing-a-long
Knowing that the past and my future will never get along
The rose-tinted shades start to slowly fade away
And the nightmares of my past become clear as day
I keep it on the down low cause no one wanna hear that
But dwelling on it on my own will make my heart go flat
And it's times like this where I wish I could go back
To a time my train was completely on track
But if I did I wouldn't be the way I am today
So I guess this set of tracks is where I'm gonna stay
[Verse 2]
We live in an era of of obsessing over clicks
Getting instant dopamine over some pics
I can't say I've never done it cause at this point who hasn't
But I can say it's only been for the worst
This technology has been a blessing and a curse
Cause sometimes I'll be there laughing up a strom
While otherwise it makes my head want to burst
Usually it's easy keeping my composure and form
But lately on my own my head becomes the storm
Now what's gonna happen when I'm sitting in a dorm far away from home and it's just me, myself and I
What happens when I eat to much emotional pie?
I wonder.
[Verse 3]
Man, I really told you what would happen on Stepping Stones
Drinking is your downfall, you gonna end up being bones
How you drunk thinking you gon sit atop any thrones?
Man you crazy. You better off face down in a puddle
Maybe then you'll realize the extent of your struggle
What happened to that promise you made after the first time?
You swore to never get tipsy again like it was a crime
Stepping Stones must've went in one ear and out the other
Cause not that much later there you are downing another
You were never one to commit to promises, let alone trust yourself
You couldn't even drop something to improve your health
Thinking you so far ahead of your age, you Mr. Wise Guy and I don't think a wise guy would drown away in brew
Why does it even matter I'm not getting through to you
Cause you'd imagine no one knows you better than you know yourself, but clearly whoever made that up ain't consider you
Since you don't even be condoning yourself son
How you getting told off by your own thoughts?
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11. |
51
01:58
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As I sit in the cold patio surrounded by the rain
I look back to the times I almost lost to the pain
Cause in a one-on-one that guy is undefeated
During may weather thinking the battle was completed
2019 me wasn't ready for the roller coaster that was summer
Cause there'd be plenty things to happen that would be a bummer
This the time where the seeds were initially planted to split the rock that held down our inner circle
With some of those seeds coming from my other half at the time
But she wouldn't be the only reason these seeds became a garden
Since these quote on quote friends had hidden knives to sharpen
And I won't pretend like I didn't have one sitting in my pocket
But it's pointless anyway since someone came with a rocket
He who must not be named could snake you any day
Then he got me through the bushes and the ties are cut
Normally ending things this way would be spiteful
And I'd be lying if I said I had none, but it was still painful
To see the person that you thought you knew completely transform but as a product of time and the environment I get it
Sometimes you have no other option but conform
But this conformation burned the strongest bridges that left us in a sense face down in ditches
By now those seeds back in may had sprouted into flowers and completely cracked the rock we that we sat upon for hours
I guess that date with destiny must've gone sour
Cause today would've been a different place without her
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[Verse 1: Thatguyjamari]
Got the drums banging behind me, call that the rolling thunder
There he go off the the top again, yeah for another
I got too many lines to use like I'm singing in the 80s
Just a little powder and you get some smooth criminals
Today the language of the industry is subluminals
Slowly building a hive mind to take away individuals
This an issue deeper than what'd you'd fit in three syllables
Needs to be more back and forth than some hip muscles
I spit more than a pissed cobra coming from the sand
With a flow colder than MJ with the diamond hand and bars harder than a prison escape that was unplanned
The whole package so crazy even the old folk would understand
That the last thing I need is for the poetry to be canned
[Verse 2: Matt Draugos]
I done risen out the sands of egypt labored with my hands and feet talkin all that shit’ll get you blammed for free
The phantom creeping through the lands of Giza with enchanted seeds i turn a man to ether turn that lead to gold
Get a gram for free and multiply it sevenfold, set in stone, pass the ball and I dunk it
Laid my roots in the dungeon they askin soup or the gumbo, rappers stupid and one note I pack the boom in the duffle in case these dudes wanna scuffle, say they poker face strong until I draw make em shuffle
I talk to god in the summer and bear the frost in the winter rappers is dinner been a sinner since I looked up in that iron sky
Take a sec and second look at who you idolize, pay attention to the ones who try to hide their eyes before they swipe your pride
Touch down like a lightning strike I’m iron mike to these chicken nuggets ‘fore you fuck with me you need some bigger numbers
[Verse 3: No God]
Yo
It’s No God, coming live from a space below Celsius
Moving untraced like a VPN membership
Cold like a frostbite mixed with the devil’s kiss
Leave your soul froze in the ocean where the orcas live
We’re no longer unseen, but I’ll keep you hidden
Currents already wiped you out and left you bedridden
Talking lame on my name, man it’s time to address it
You’re a ghost in this music shit hope you get the message
Toronto winters feed on stress and depression
Evil fiends try to snatch dreams like Inception
To rappers resting right now, pray for deliverance
Have faith in No God, I’m where the blessings is
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13. |
Believe
01:57
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Believe in where I'm goin cause I know it's past the stars
The non-believers seeing red cause they stuck behind Mars
One day imma be lookin back on those toy cars I shoved under the bed to pretend to be clean
And when my moms caught me I thought it was to be mean
One day imma reminisce bout the day I fought my cousin thinking it was bad blood when it really wasn't
We was just bein kids within a disagreement
And I hope he understood how much to me he meant
Cause that's the brother from another and to me it's heaven sent
One day imma laugh bout when I couldn't hold a cent
Cause it'd be gone any time I caught that baker's scent
One day imma be regretting all the times I ain't repent
Cause keeping that unchecked was gonna turn me into brent
But at this point I just accepted it so I could be content with how I roll and what I represent cause tryna be a different me is never gonna pay the rent
Putting on that front is only gonna leave you bent while lyin bout your true feelings would be time misspent, yeah
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